Some Brain Waves

Being alone here in my cube at lunch time (yeah, everyone is having their lunch just now and I had an early one) really sucks. I'm feeling weak and sleepy, don't have anyone to share my stories, this situation makes me want to just go home and bury myself under my pillow and comfortable blanket. I'm feeling like this for a couple of weeks now and I hate it. I hate it because it results to doing nothing at all at work, extremely unproductive!

But hey, this is slowly getting good b'coz I get to think about a lot of things : family; career; love (as if I have); friends and a lot more. Oppsss... I realized there are tons of them. I haven't done this for so long now - you know reflect ... to cut this intro, here are the things that I've thought of:

1. Family
a. I miss my family, the activities that we used to do way back when life is still simple
b. miss having someone to call "Daddy"
c. miss going out without spending even a single penny
d. miss not worrying anything and leaving everything to the old ones
e. I have a wonderful one: amidst of all those adversities, we were able to stick together

2. Career
a. how come I can't be contented with what I have; I'm yearning for more
b. hopefully, an employer will send me off to a business trip (it will be soo fulfilling for me, this is what I really want)
c. I'm earning enough
d. I love being in my field (good pay, petics, etc... )

3. Love Life
a. _______________
b. have this feeling that I will be an old maid, I just passed through the finish line (wahhh... it runs in the family)
c. I still believe in fairy tales and teleserye's happy ending despite of....

4. Friends
a. I love being with them
b. couldn't imagine life w/o them...

Floating: I'm wondering what it's like to be Johnny Storm's someone. . .

These are just some... the rest can't put them into words... tamad pa rin to work...